March 10, 2019
Three Years Since Colt Left Us
Colt and I both thought he would beat cancer and that he would be here for many more years. But no, cancer decided it wanted to win...and it won in 31 days. Colt died only 31 days after being diagnosed. 31 DAYS! All the medical technology and medicine and treatments could not save him. I feel the doctors gave us false hope and that makes me angry.
The pain of losing him is so deeper than anything I have ever felt. There are no words to even begin to describe how I feel. A large piece of my heart and soul died in Dallas when Colt died. I am so very sorry I did not get there in time to say good bye...regret and guilt eat me alive some days.
Most days, I feel like a robot, just going through the motions of each day. I do my best stay busy to keep the overwhelming emotions from taking me over. My heart and soul ache to the core.
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