Today would have been my son's 30th birthday. Colt is not here to celebrate.
I miss Colt so damn much.
I miss his wonderful smile and his laugh.
I miss hearing him say "Hi Mama".
I miss talking to him and I miss hearing his voice.
I miss hearing "I love you Mama!".
I miss the "good morning", "good night" and "I miss you Mama", text.
I miss EVERYTHING about him.