March 10, 2020
Four Years Since Colt Left This World
Colt and I both thought he would beat cancer and that he would be here for many more years. Sadly, the cancer won. Colt died only 31 days after being diagnosed. 31 DAYS! All the medical technology and medicine and treatments could not save him.
I miss Colt so damn much. Every day life is hard without Colt. I miss his wonderful smile and his laugh. I miss hearing him say "Hi Mama" and "I love you Mama". I miss talking to him and I miss hearing his voice. I miss the "good morning", "good night" and "I miss you Mama", text.
The pain of losing him is so deeper than anything I have ever felt. There are no words to even begin to describe how I feel. A large piece of my heart and soul died in Dallas when Colt died. My heart and soul ache to the core.