Today Would Have Been.....

Today would have been my son's 28th birthday. 

Colt is not here to celebrate. Acute Myleoid Leukemia (cancer) took him away on March 10, 2016.

My handsome, loving, kind, caring and wonderful son, was ripped from this world at the age of 23.

I miss Colt so damn much.

The pain of losing him is so deeper than anything I have ever felt.
There are no words to even begin to describe how I feel.
A large piece of my heart and soul died the day Colt died.

I miss his wonderful smile and his laugh.
I miss hearing him say "Hi Mama".
I miss talking to him and I miss hearing his voice.
I miss hearing "I love you Mama!".
I miss the "good morning", "good night" and "I miss you Mama", text.

I miss EVERYTHING about him.

I love you Colt.