Yesterday (August 10, 2016) was the fifth month since Colt's death. I feel like a robot...just going through the motions of each day. I do my best stay busy to keep the overwhelming emotions from taking me over. My heart and soul ache to the core. Bedtime is one of the rough parts of each day. As soon as I lay down, memories come flooding into my brain.
This summer is flying by fast and it has turned out to be nothing like I expected it to be. I really thought the summer would be spent with Colt, helping him to overcome leukemia.
I love my son so very much and I miss him more than word can ever express.